Tuesday, 28 October 2014

Play with people's feeling

"im sad :(("
"why you sad??"
"i can't tell you cause this is secret hehe"

that was a crime.
play it like a toy. you push and then you pull me off oh great!
i don't understand why you must do that to me? 
are you having fun play with my feeling?
is not enough to play with me for a little while ago?
or did i do something bad to you?
lo tau, itu tuh jahat kaya gitu
emang sih gua gatau maksud lo apa
tapi
kenapa harus gua yang lo gituin?
maybe you didn't care what i feel
...

Friday, 24 October 2014

Strangers

stranger means:

"A person whom one does not know or with whom one is not familiar"
"A person who does not know, or is not known in, aparticular place or community"
"A person entirely unaccustomed to (a feeling, experience, or situation)"
"A person who is not a member or official of the House of Commons"


life just go by as fast as we walk pass through the door and it will be there is something new (not know, not familiar) new things will come up. we don't know something "new" at behind the door that already waiting for us or welcoming us and maybe rejecting us. the funny things is we will have some who "welcoming us" then become "rejecting us" and who "rejecting us" can become "welcoming us", funny isn't it?
LIFE DOESN'T LET YOU TO UNDERSTAND
but life will let you to learn
so thats why we must move on! we will learn as long as we move on. if you stop moving foward we will stuck by our past things which can be wasting our times to meet our "new thing"s.
cr

Tuesday, 14 October 2014

OT10: NO MORE EXO

well, i have been liking EXO for ten months ago
i know EXO in their reality show: EXO Showtime. that was amazing show
actually i never think that im gonna like EXO cause when their first debut with MAMA i think its weird
especially in the rap line when the member has a tattoo on their face, its kind scary which this is the first song for their debut. maybe everyone can say that cool or something but i say that scary hehe and their concept just like illumminati things huhu why must the title name is MAMA? i dont understand. beside that the member cannot take my heart to liking them with their new face even sehun cant take my heart upon to him haha. i just like WHAT IS LOVE and HISTORY in MAMA album because their melody is nice i think. so im done with EXO after that. i never take time to see their new song WOLF or their activites. im not interest.

i like weekly idol show. everytime i watch it i will laugh until my stomach hurt so much. there is a time when weekly idol has a EXO for their guest star. well i just focus with their gag especially hodong oppa and donni oppa. im not interest with EXO do and how they look i never care.
UNTIL...
my friend tell me GROWL. how nice the music is and how amazing the mv is. so i watch it on youtube and YES the music was NICE and the dance was INCRIDEBLY niceeee!!. first thing i didnt know that EXO. until i play the mv again again and realized that song from EXO. cause i playing the mv again again i interest with someone on the group. it is TAO from EXO-M. i just now growl song and didnt interest with their activites tho. until i watch EXO SHOWTIME. GOD! IM IN LOVE WITH EXO :(
bla bla bla im become a fanatic fan haha following their activities following their news instagram blabla. when i heard EXO makin reality show XOXO i become excited! WOHOO!! cause i think its gonna be like EXO SHOWTIME but thats not life bro..
life doesnt like it when its always happy for to long
so no more KRIS in EXO. im like WHAT? are you kidding me?! where is WE ARE ONE slogan?
member unfollowing him on IG one by one. it was unfair. im sad. why exo can be like that? i dont understand. so my heart bit changing to EXO with this kris case
because this weirdness kris case, i concern to KRIS. i have wondering why kris like this why EXO like that
and probably i turn my crush to KRIS not TAO again haha sorry. i really sad with EXO attitude with kris case. i feel like EXO member hate kris cause they feel like betrayed on kris which kris just go and didnt tell anything about why he just go out from EXO. oh GOD where is WE ARE ONE slogan BRO?!
bla bla bla
fortunatelly, kris just do a good things with his new activities like movie, photoshoot or making some song and he gain his popularty and YESSSSS THANKS GOD!! kris never die just because he departure from EXO. i LOVE YOU WU YIFAN.
bla bla and know luhan.. oh god. i smell something fishy in this group. WHY?!!!
oke im done with EXO
-END-

im sorry for who read my comment i hope you understand
this is just my opinion not the whole EXO FAN opinion haha

kesel gua kenapa sih pada adem anyem aja. pas kris keluar pada ngeunfollow ignya eh pas luhan keluar
malah tetep ngefollow. yaampun mana slogan WE ARE ONEnya?? -_-
udahlah do your solo thing aja deh EXO



Sunday, 5 October 2014

CURRENT MOOD



PLEASE STOP

well, i need stop the time
gatau kenapa pengen aja berhentiin waktu
mungkin saya sedang penat dengan "dunia" yang hiruk pikuk ini
cari kerjaan? ada kerjaan mah ada tapi..
males aja dikerjain
cepet banget waktu berjalan
tidur udah pagi kuliah tidur siang bangun sore ga ngapa-ngapain ampe malem
dan tidur..
gitu aja tiap hari
engga ada motivasi
mungkin kah?
saya terperangkap dalam zona nyaman saya?
i hate it..........
i need a help, GOD