something change with our friendship
it wasn't adversative or recreancy
but
become a silent and awkward
from comfortable
to uncomfortable
you know why we can be like that?
because "something change" between us too
the "change" start from me
im sorry
im sorry from starting "the change" first
im sorry for telling you a promises that i can't or never dissapointed you
im sorry for indulgence you about our plans that we must get it in the future
im sorry for hear your daily problem
im sorry for try to solve your problem
im sorry for keep nagging you in the middle of night
im sorry for money that you spend for me
im sorry for that i ever exist in your daily life
im really sorry
i try to keep distance from you
i try to not care
i try to act cool
i try to confirm me that my change doesn't change anything in your life
i try to confirm me that you doesn't care with my change
but
i can't
everytime i see your face, make me feel guilty
im afraid that if you see me you realize that
how close we are before can become so awkward right now
and make you feel more depressed
this guilty really burdensome
cause i know who really you are
...
i hope that you accept my writing apologize
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